HELP! MISSING MY GUIDENCE CONSULAR?

Ive been in Highschool since tuesday. I HATE it soooo much. i miss my guidence consular from middle school sooo much. She helped me with my bulimia and with the ual harrment. Is it normal to miss her this much??? I have cried like all summer and since school started since I havent been able to see her and i REALLY miss talking to her. i looked forward to the times that i could see her and talk to her. Is this bad?